What To Do??!!!!!

I haven't posted for a couple of months, and I feel really guilty about this; but I had a really bad back that was agony, then some sort of throat bug, and, interspersed into the mix, random shots of peri-menopausal symptoms. My motivation and sleep were badly affected and it took all my energy just getting to work. Anything extra just had to slide.

Coming back to the blog has caused me to question whether I actually want to do it anymore. My day job is incredibly busy and demanding; it can be hard to find the time and the head-space to do my artistic projects; so I can't help but wonder about carrying on with a blog. Why am I doing it? What do I achieve from it? Is there any point to it?

Looking back through some previous posts it's interesting to see what I was doing, what I was thinking, what my aims were. Last February I was determined to make a concerted effort to commit to the blog, and then life just rushes by. But I'm still just not sure...

So, I'm still here for now while I figure it out.

My garden is looking fab, although I want it be even greener and wilder.

 

And I finished the last piece in my 'Sleeping & Crows' Series:-

Sleeping & Crows #8

I haven't decided yet on the next project. There are quite a few ideas I've been thinking about but as you can probably tell I really don't know which direction to take. I've got this post done so that's one thing I can tick off the list. I think it's time to go and do a bit of brain-storming.

Amanda xxx